Still Bitter

My 45 year old BIL recently married a 28 year old girl from Central America. I call her The Princess. She comes from a very wealthy family, youngest of 7, and from what DH and I can gather, never worked for much of anything (no offense to anyone, but she's getting a doctorate in Spanish and Poetry, for God's sake!). Anyway, on their wedding website, she announced they were going to try to get pg on their wedding night. Well, it didn't happen until 2 months later, but joy was not the first emotion I was feeling at hearing their news. In fact, I was really pissed off! How terrible am I? I guess even though I feel so blessed/lucky/fortunate every day for my trio, it just doesn't seem fair that it should come so easily to some, but not others. And though I wouldn't trade my kids for any number of biological children, I still grieve for the six biological chldren I lost and all those that will never be.

Pictures, Finally!

Thanks, Everyone, for asking about the kids. Here are their 9 month pictures taken on September 15th. From left to right: Nate (Baby A), Peyton (Baby B), and Ben (Baby C). They're kinda cute if I say so myself!